self reflection

respond but react.

threshold needed for emotions.

think before act.

a bump on the road to ponder on myself.

reasons to be found.

purpose to be engaged clearly and firmly.

mind needs to be concentrated.

at all times.

seems more effort needed.



got to whip myself.

男女很不同

女生的性慾80%從心中的愛引起。
男生的性慾80%從生理引起。



是嗎?

就像女生喜歡有故事的色情片；
男生就直接快轉到中段。

就像女生要在愛的人面前脫光衣服，心裡其實經過了一場大風暴；
男生卻，沒什麼大不了。

就像當他的手捧著我的臉，心仍回抖動；
你，就不會了。:P

就像女生最想要的是氣氛，是悸動；
男生都不明白，所以都沒法子提供給女生。


what a potential research topic.
:)


只知道我很愛你。

有時

淚水開始了這一天
中間充滿著感動
還是感動

很感激不知道誰讓我有福氣去擁有多個妳在我生命中

有時，
感動的淚水很不客氣的流。


但其實我有時候會怕破壞了它。

累

這兩天憂鬱入侵。

單單兩個字從他的口中說出原來力量很大。

ｃｏｕｎｓｅｌｉｎｇ的課讓自己學到了更多。

２３才去反省自己的ｅｘａｍ　ｓｋｉｌｌｓ希望沒有太遲。

自己的缺憾很大。

從今天要去努力。


今天借著身體的疲勞忘卻了心裡的疲累。
再出發吧。

痛定思痛

好像是有點誇張的題目可是這真的是我的感覺。

赤裸裸的認清了自己。
抹走了一大堆已存放很久的藉口。
不可再當作自己不理會，其實自己只是沒能力，不敢。

很累。
但終於哭出來是好的。

加油劉亦羲。
不要有機會讓自己後悔。
不要有機會把自己看不起自己。

最近好很愛啊

it's been a few hectic week.
more like it's hectic, but i refuse to be dragged into which turns it even more choatic 'cause i'm behind schedule for everything.

uni-y training camps are great and fun.
good to meet some friends from different uni.
been longing for this opportunity for a long time.

but with mid terms in between, i figure out i'm just out of control lately.
mid terms, papers and fun.
quite obviously im tilted towards enjoying fun time but prepare for school work.

god.
really got to beat myself up for this sort of attitude.

ok.
preparation time for work and revision for mid terms.

prepare prepare prepare.

been looking out for different job opportunity for myboy*
and somehow have this feeling that i actually would like to try out as a mt.
but would it be ok if i try it out after taking pgde?

feeling of r____t.


sigh